Young Woman: I've been feeling pretty upset over the past few weeks and pretty angry today. So I just need to get some things off of my chest.
You and Court are like the closest people in my life. You know my family is insane. So I have always counted on you two for everything.
Remember when people used to laugh that we were like siblings? It's true. I have always thought of you two as my family.
When you and Court left for college, it killed me. Yeah, I was happy for you, but I also felt abandoned. You were moving forward and I was stuck here.
I guess it's no surprise that we would make new friends. Yeah, it's true. Some of the people that I hang with are pretty sketchy. But you don't know them. They are really fun.
My days are horrible. I'm up at seven, at work by eight, all day stocking shelves blah, blah, blah. If you did what I do all day, you would need to let loose and have fun too.
And regarding the whole Facebook thing, yeah, that was really bad. But when I posted "I love it," I was being sarcastic. You should know this. I always pop off a joke to lighten the mood, especially when I feel embarrassed. What I needed you to do was to support and understand. Instead, you lectured me.
I couldn't believe it when I got your email telling me to take the photos down. Not only did you misread my comment, but you judged me. Friends are supposed to have each other's backs. That really hurt me.
And then, you try to say that you're worried about me. Yeah, right. Every time I try to talk to you, you're like, oh, I have an exam, or oh, I'm really busy. I know you don't mean to, but you make me feel like you're better than me. Like what I'm doing is crap, and what you do is important, because you're in school.
I've been texting Court about all of this. And I've said some pretty mean things about you, because I have been angry. I know I shouldn't talk about you behind your back, but I feel like Court still listens to me.
Regardless of what's happened, I still love you, and I still want us to be friends. I just hope that we can find a better way to do this.