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When did you discover that you had a talent or enthusiasm for a particular academic subject (such as history, math, literature, or science)?
Although I usually had to save my tiny allowance for things I wanted, that year for Christmas my parents gave me a microscope kit. . . .
All this was very well, but I wanted to see the wildlife I had read about. I wanted especially to see the famous amoeba, who had eluded me. He was supposed to live in the hay infusion, but I hadn’t found him there. He lived outside in warm ponds and streams, too, but I lived in Pittsburgh, and it had been a cold winter. Finally late that spring I saw an amoeba. . . .
Before I had watched him at all, I ran upstairs. My parents were still at the table, drinking coffee. They, too, could see the famous amoeba. I told them, bursting . . . Mother regarded me warmly. She gave me to understand that she was glad I had found what I had been looking for, but that she and Father were happy to sit with their coffee, and would not be coming down. She did not say, but I understood at once, that they had their pursuits (coffee) and I had mine. She did not say, but I began to understand then, that you do what you do out of your private passion for the thing itself.
— Naturalist and author Annie Dillard, from An American Childhood