Professional Cause/Effect Essay: Kristen Ziman, “Bad Attitudes and Glowworms”

Kristen Ziman

Bad Attitudes and Glowworms

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Kristen Ziman is a commander with the Aurora Police Department in Aurora, Illinois, and a columnist for the Beacon News. She holds a B.A. in criminal justice management from Aurora University and an M.A. in criminal justice/organizational leadership from Boston University. In addition to writing for the Beacon News, Ziman regularly posts to her blog, Think Different.

In the following essay, Ziman discusses how keeping a positive attitude helps people maintain control over their lives.

Vocabulary development

epiphany: a sudden understanding or insight

contention: conflict; displeasure

bashful: shy

disdain: contempt; hatred

relatively: in comparison with (in this case) other times

exclusively: only

conceptually: in abstract or emotional terms, as opposed to factual terms

overwhelming: bordering on unbearable

metamorphosis: transformation

motives: reasons for people’s actions

hover: to float in the air above something

analytical: given to studying things carefully

gravitated towards: were drawn to

validated: confirmed; supported

proverbial: related to a proverb or common saying. (“Look at yourself in the mirror” is a common saying.)

endure: to survive; to make it through a difficult situation

thrive: to be successful

attitudinally: in terms of attitude

self-imposed: put upon oneself

1

In my third-grade classroom there was a poster on the wall that read:

I wish I were a glowworm,

A glowworm’s never glum.

’Cuz how can you be grumpy

When the sun shines out your bum!

2

I didn’t understand what that poem meant until I was in my twenties, and I had an epiphany about attitude. I was partnered with a veteran officer, and two hours into our eight-hour shift, I began to realize that there was not a single thing he enjoyed about his job or his life. Being assigned to ride with me was also a source of contention for him, and he wasn’t bashful about telling me so.

3

I found his disdain for life odd — especially given the fact that it was a beautiful summer day and the few calls we answered were relatively uneventful. As we patrolled the streets, I visualized a dark cloud exclusively over his head in contrast to the sunshine surrounding the rest of us, and I laughed out loud as the glowworm poem popped into my head. It was at that moment that I started to understand the effect our attitude has on our entire existence.

4

Throughout my life, I have been bombarded with lessons about attitude. It’s not what happens to us in life, but the way we respond that makes a difference. If you can’t change a situation, you must change the way you see the situation. I understand these lessons on an intellectual level, but conceptually, there are times I find it difficult to find the light when darkness seems to be so overwhelming.

5

As I gained more experience as a police officer, I began to understand how the metamorphosis from an optimist to a pessimist occurs. I became distrusting of other human beings, though not without reason. I had been lied to, spit on, and physically attacked while doing my job. I saw the evil human beings did to one another and started to become suspicious of motives all around me. There was a moment when I quietly challenged my decision to make this my career, and I felt my own dark cloud begin to hover.

6

Because I’ve always been very analytical and self-aware [by my own estimation], I started to pay attention to the negativity of my coworkers, and it suddenly became clear that the miserable ones seemed to feed off each other like vultures. They gravitated towards one another because they validated each other’s thoughts and beliefs. They were always victims, and they effortlessly found someone else to blame for all that was wrong. Never did they stop to look in the proverbial mirror and ask themselves if they might be part of the problem.

7

My favorite book is Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl. In his book, Frankl writes about his experiences in the concentration camps of Nazi Germany. He took particular interest in how some of his fellow prisoners seemed to endure and even thrive, while others gave up and laid down to die. From this, he concluded that “everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of human freedom is to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances — to choose one’s own way.”

8

We all struggle in some way with things that are completely out of our control. But the way we gain control over these things — even if only attitudinally — is where our freedom lies. We don’t have to experience torture in a concentration camp to apply Frankl’s teachings to our own lives. We each have the freedom to make choices that liberate us from our self-imposed prisons.

9

If Frankl’s story doesn’t motivate you to choose the way you look at things, maybe you need to surround yourselves with more glowworms.

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